Irritable Holly

I'm literally always pissed off at every stranger I cross paths with. Not a good thing when working customer service.

Slow old people. Can't work a credit card machine. "Didn't ring up, must be free!", "this is the fastest machine in town!", "You're out of coffee.", 40$ cash back when I have no cash.

Anger.

I need chill pills. Lots of them.

my name is holly and I like to dwell on my negative emotions

I basically take a magnifying glass to every bad feeling I have and scrutinize the shit out of them. Ninety percent of the time I'm thinking about myself and that makes me a boring person. No time for interesting thoughts when I'm dwelling on negativity :(

yeah man

Getting good grades is such a high.
How loser is it of me to say I'm sad the semester's over? Cause I'm sad the semester's over.

Also, I was finally able to fall asleep when my sister breaks into my room with a bobby pin and asks me to listen out for her kids while she goes somewhere. I am now seriously angry and unable to fall back asleep.
UGHGUIEHFJKBDFIGLDUEIFGEU!!!!!

rita hayworth dress

This dress just kinda reminded me of something Rita Hayworth would wear, I think its the neckline and puffy shoulders.

I hate so much that it's too short to wear to church.


On an unrelated note, I made a list of the things I dislike most in this world cause I'm a negative, negative person:

red apples
awkward phone convos
room temp water
Sugarland
plain greek yogurt (blech)
homesickness

and that's only a few of 'em.

feeling negative

Guess what? I woke up feeling uncomfortably warm, my brother is forcing me to do his homework, I need to shower....life is just no good at the moment.

Here is a list of stuff I hate:
1. Wendys
2. Writing with pencils
3. Driving a car without air conditioning.
4. Studying
5. People who say "what?" after every.single.thing I say.
6. Not having any money.
7. Nostalgia
8. Having to do something other than lay on my bed all day.
9. Wide ruled notebooks
10. Know-it-alls
11. Donnie Darko
12. Sugarland
And the list goes ever onward...

In other news, look at this crazy genie I found at D.I.

I just looked over at it, and it was staring at me. Creepy

I wish:
1. For any ounce of musical ability.
2. To look like Blake Lively
3. And to have all the knowledge of everything science.